Cutler Ryder was everything I wasn\'t.
I loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him..
Cut was there...
There was a party.
I was drinking.
Then there was a text.
Cut went onto NHL stardom.
I got my life together.
Years passed.
My dad barely knew me.
My mom was a junkie.
His two parents loved him.
He was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me.
I was an outcast.
He was the hockey star.
Cutler Ryder was everything I wasn\'t