Nicholas Silva This Christmas, I was determined to change things.
I was done living a lie.
Our chemistry.
That same day, I had tickets booked on a holiday cruise where I planned on cutting loose and finding the truth I had been denying myself all along.
Little did I know, I\'d end up finding much more in the jaw-droppingly handsome man I met before boarding the ship.
I woke up one morning and broke up with my girlfriend - to the shock of everyone.
I felt like a puppet, so I cut the strings.
Nicholas Silva This Christmas, I was determined to change things.
I was done living a lie