Annie Mcdonnell is one of those rare people, who always looks for the rainbow in the storm\'s wake and uses her brokenness to help others by giving her heart to innumerable causes and being candid about what she\'s going through in the hope that her honesty will give solace to kindred spirits.
She lives each day and night knowing that her next breath could be her last and keeps her heart focused on heaven..
This is her love song to trauma survivors, dog lovers, and love seekers.
Annie\'s experiential memoir, for which she\'s provided QR codes linking to her favorite songs throughout, allows the reader to get a hint of what it\'s like living suspended between this earthly existence and the afterlife.
Annie, who is in the end stages of Stiff Person Syndrome and has several other rare diseases, writes with raw emotion about traumas from her childhood best friend\'s rape and murder to her own life-altering car accident at age 19 to her decades-long odyssey through a medical system where women\'s symptoms are frequently dismissed, misdiagnosed, and minimized.
Her determination to live a life of love, joy, and meaning despite her great suffering shines throughout the dark themes of many of her essays and poems.
In this shimmering debut-a cross-genre blend of memoir, auto-fiction, magical realism, and poetry-Annie pours out her dreams, her loves, and her hopes along with her complicated grief compounded by betrayals, medical misdiagnoses, and innumerable losses that would break most people.
You will laugh, cry, and be moved.
Your heart will warm when you see her take on life.
Thirsty for love, Annie breaks herself open at points only to learn the hard lesson that sometimes the love she seeks won\'t ever come.
Annie Mcdonnell is one of those rare people, who always looks for the rainbow in the storm\'s wake and uses her brokenness to help others by giving her heart to innumerable causes and being candid about what she\'s going through in the hope that her honesty will give solace to kindred spirits
