DID YOU Cheat Because I Never Went Down ON YOU Wow, oh yes, the title is right in your face, said Granny, and that\'s exactly what I wanted.
Did you Cheat Because I Never Went Down on you? The answer is no, and I know you know why..
It\'s me no longer fearing those who I allowed too much control over who I was.
It\'s me being both gentle and tough loving with my written words.
It\'s the best sex of my life and finding a man who believed in me.
This book is my healing journey, anger, dirty secrets, and life lessons.
I reached my lowest, and it was there that I wrote some of my most emotional and inspirational poetry.
I forced myself to abandon the burden of pleasing others and to feel every emotion I spent the last seven years burying within myself, started entirely over several times, detoxed from loving a narcissist, and unlearned what I had been taught was good enough.
I\'ve spent the last three years feeling the anger, the hurt, and healing.
Did you Cheat Because I Never Went Down on you? It was all he could hold himself accountable for, all that he could focus on, and the question itself rattled me.
We were a young, toxic love, and honestly, nothing more.
To hold him accountable for how he treated me within the seven years of our relationship and to hold myself responsible for how I treated him.
So I could forgive myself, love myself, and find worth in my vulnerability and honesty.
I needed to apologize, not for him, but for me.
Hurt, which I believed I was entitled to when I chose to cheat.
I cheated Because I was hurting and wanted to cause hurt.
A part of the reason I Went was that I was searching for closure that I honestly knew I wouldn\'t get and Because I needed to apologize.
Did you Cheat Because I Never Went Down on you? That is what my ex-husband asked me the day I visited his new place before the finalization of our divorce.
DID YOU Cheat Because I Never Went Down ON YOU Wow, oh yes, the title is right in your face, said Granny, and that\'s exactly what I wanted
