My suicide note was written.
If it is all nothingness and I\'m just going to die anyway, what\'s the point of fighting for survival? God, if there is a God, please save my soul,.
I said something like this: "God, I refuse to live a pointless life in a meaningless universe filled with pain, hatred, suffering, and evil.
I planned my exit and then I decided to give "God" one last chance.
At the tender age of 17, I had already given up on life.
I was a bitterly depressed teenager.
The end was near.
My suicide note was written