After nearly thirty years of constant depression, Colleen finally decided the pain and uselessness of her life had to end.
Several years later, two tragedies occurred that sent her on a very difficult emotional and spiritual journey that would lead her through a long, lonely tunnel before she could find her way to Healing and a joyful heart..
In the years to come, no matter what good happened in her life, she couldn\'t escape the depression.
To her surprise, she survived the attempt, considering herself a failure at even suicide.
She knew she would go to hell for taking her own life, but she deserved it.
After nearly thirty years of constant depression, Colleen finally decided the pain and uselessness of her life had to end