Nigel Owens is one of the best referees in world rugby.
In this warm, funny and painfully honest autobiography, he speaks frankly about his struggle to accept himself for who he was, leading to attempted suicide, bulimia and steroid addictio.
His bravery earned him great respect from players, officials and supporters alike.
But before reaching the highest echelons of the game, he went through a personal crisis and "came out" as gay - the first to do so in the macho world of professional rugby.
Nigel Owens is one of the best referees in world rugby