In this explosive tell-all memoir, an Olympic medalist offers an unprecedented look inside the pressure-packed world of Figure Skating and reveals her battle to survive mental illness, eating disorders, and crippling perfectionism.
Gracie\'s Memoir is not only a forceful reckoning from a world-class athlete, but also an intimate account of surviving as a young woman in a society that rewards appearances more than anything and demands perfection at all costs..
In Outofshapeworthlessloser , Gracie shares the less palatable parts of her life, revealing exclusive, and harrowing, details about her struggles: the battles with her family, her coaches, the powers-that-be at her federation, and the voice in her head that she calls outofshapeworthlessloser.
As Gracie entered treatment, she was asked to cite only her eating disorder and anxiety in the announcement: suicidal ideation wasn\'t palatable.
The pressure of training for years with demanding coaches and growing up in a household that accepted nothing less than Gold had finally taken its toll.
While Gracie\'s public star was rising, her private life was falling apart: Cracks within her family were widening, her bulimia was getting worse, and she became a survivor of sexual assault.
In 2017, she entered treatment for what was publicly announced as eating disorder and anxiety treatment, but what was, in reality, suicidal ideation.
But little did the public know what Gracie was facing when the cameras were off.
Beautiful, blonde, Midwestern, and media-trained, she was suddenly being written up everywhere from The New Yorker to Teen Vogue to People and baking cookies with Taylor Swift.
When Gracie Gold stepped onto center stage (or ice, rather) as America\'s sweetheart at the 2014 Sochi Olympics, she instantly became the face of America\'s most beloved winter sport.
In this explosive tell-all memoir, an Olympic medalist offers an unprecedented look inside the pressure-packed world of Figure Skating and reveals her battle to survive mental illness, eating disorders, and crippling perfectionism
