I crawled into Ryan Jensen\'s bed that first night by accident.
Because--four hours earlier--my twin sister killed herself..
He became my sanctuary.
If I could\'ve stayed forever, I would have.
The truth? I never wanted to leave his bed.
He let me, and I slept.
I asked to stay.
And that night, in that moment, it was the only thing I craved.
I relaxed.
I didn\'t get embarrassed.
I didn\'t jump out.
I didn\'t.
It took seconds to realize my error, and I should\'ve left...
I thought it was his sister\'s bed--her room.
I barely knew him.
I crawled into Ryan Jensen\'s bed that first night by accident