For much of his thirties, Jesse Bering thought he was probably going to Kill himself.
Where had they come from? Would they return? Is the suicidal impulse found in other a.
And in addition to relief, the fading of his suicidal thoughts brought curiosity.
Bering survived.
At times it felt all but inescapable.
The impulse to take his own life remained.
But none of that mattered.
He was a successful psychologist and writer, with books to his name and bylines in major magazines.
For much of his thirties, Jesse Bering thought he was probably going to Kill himself