I knelt naked, alone on the shower floor, sobbing, unable to bear the weight of my own soul.
I stopped trying to hold on and placed all in the hand. . .
Shattered. . .
No more dignity. . .
No more hope. . .
Life down the drain. . .
I clawed at it; but it just kept slipping away.
I clung to it.
I watched helpless as my life slipped away from me, out of my grasp.
I prayed, begged, pleaded for the pain to end.
Tears flowed down the drain with the shower water.
I knelt naked, alone on the shower floor, sobbing, unable to bear the weight of my own soul