What do you do when you\'re desperate for a baby? True, it was my fault I didn\'t start trying till I was in my early 40s.
This is about my journey to learn and accept that Phillip is truly my son..
Even as this beautiful child grew, and clearly saw me as his mother, the feeling that I was not, still overwhelmed me.
Since we have no blood connection to them, it can be hard to feel like this child is really yours.
Many women have trouble connecting with their donor- conceived children.
It turns out, I\'m not alone.
He never felt like mine.
But that\'s when the trouble started.
I found one and had a good pregnancy.
Four failed IVFs, and two miscarriages later, I knew I needed a donor.
What do you do when you\'re desperate for a baby? True, it was my fault I didn\'t start trying till I was in my early 40s
