My name is Ashlee.
I have carried some.
I have felt truly broken to my core.
I have felt much heartache.
I have lived in fear.
I have had days in my life when I wasn\'t sure if I would ever take a breath again, let alone be able to raise my five children by myself.
I have felt rejected.
I have felt unlovable.
I am a victim of infidelity.
Through a series of events and by two shots of a gun, I was made a widow at the age of 28, with my youngest child just six weeks old.
I am a victim of murder.
My name is Ashlee